Nightbirde shares emotional, raw message about faith during 'AGT' finale

Nightbirde shares emotional, raw message about faith during 'AGT' finale

9/17/2021 2:10:00 AM

Nightbirde shares emotional, raw message about faith during 'AGT' finale

The singer said it's hard to not be competing in the 'America's Got Talent' finals.

The singer, wholeft the show in August to focus on her health, said it's hard for her not to be on the"America's Got Talent" stage for the finals this week."I bet you never saw someone win so hard and lose so hard at the same time. This isn’t how the story was supposed to go. I spend a lot of time squeezing my eyes shut and trying to remember what I believe; counting my breaths in the grief cloud; burying my face into God’s t-shirt," the singer wrote on Instagram.

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https://www.instagram.com/p/CT3V_oyFwdd/Even in her darkest moments, Nightbirde, whose real name is Jane Marczewski, said her faith is unwavering."I remind Him sometimes, (and not kindly) that I believed Him when He told me the story He wrote for me is good, and that He never stops thinking of me," she added."I must be a fool in love, because even from under all this debris, I still believe Him. And when I’m too angry to ask Him to sit on my bed until I fall asleep, He still stays."

She shared her raw, emotional message alongside a video of star balloons being released into the sky over the ocean."Someone released a fist full of wishing stars at sunset (STAR BALLOONS?! I mean WHAT!!) and yes, I sure did wish on every one," she wrote."Here we are, you and I, signing off on the risk of REBELLIOUSLY HOPING for better days. Let us not be blind to our own glory.I’m raging and crying and hoping with everyone who needs to rage and cry and hope tonight. Also wishing on helium balloons." headtopics.com

Simon Cowell, whogave Nightbirde his golden buzzer, told host Terry Crews that he is missing her in the finals and spoke to her before the big night."The great news is she's doing better! I know she would have been here at the finals and we're all sending you, Jane, our love," Cowell said."We miss you. Just get better. We love you."

He toldEntertainment Tonightthat he knows Nightbirde made the right decision for her health, even if it meant giving up a chance at winning. Read more: »

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