Adele Told Her Son She Wanted Him To Have 'Everything I Never Had' And Apologized For 'Making You Feel Sad' In An Emotional Voice Note Explaining Her Divorce In A New Song

'I wanted you to have everything I never had...I'm so sorry if what I've done makes you feel sad.'

11/17/2021 7:25:00 PM

'I wanted you to have everything I never had...I'm so sorry if what I've done makes you feel sad.'

'I wanted you to have everything I never had...I'm so sorry if what I've done makes you feel sad.'

Kevin Winter / Getty Images for NARASIn other voice notes on the song, Adele reportedly says:"I feel like I don't really know what I'm doing." Another voice note then says:"I love your dad because he gave you to me."Other moments apparently include the 33-year-old sobbing as she"[describes] her newfound anxiety and loneliness" during a hangover.

Adele previously opened up about the voice notes in an interview withlast month, where she revealed they'd initially been a suggestion made by her therapist.Cbs Photo Archive / CBS via Getty ImagesExplaining that she'd been inspired to use them in the song by the likes of Tyler the Creator and Skepta, she said:"I thought it might be a nice touch, seeing as everyone's been at my door for the last 10 years, as a fan, to be like,

Would you like to come in?'"In the same interview, Adele opened up about her decision to divorce Simon Konecki, revealing that while it was extremely difficult to go through, she hoped it'd eventually have a positive impact on Angelo.Sascha Steinbach / Getty Images headtopics.com

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"I was just going through the motions and I wasn't happy," she said."Neither of us did anything wrong. Neither of us hurt each other or anything like that. It was just: I want my son to see me really love, and be loved. It's really important to me."

She went on:"If I can reach the reason why I left, which was the pursuit of my own happiness, even though it made Angelo really unhappy — if I can find that happiness and he sees me in that happiness, then maybe I'll be able to forgive myself for it."

In another interview with, Adele further revealed that the album itself was dedicated to her 9-year-old son as a way of explaining the divorce to him when he's older.Allen J. Schaben / Los Angeles Times via Getty Images"I just felt like I wanted to explain to him, through this record, when he's in his twenties or thirties, who I am and why I voluntarily chose to dismantle his entire life in the pursuit of my own happiness," she told the outlet in an interview last month."It made him really unhappy sometimes. And that's a real wound for me that I don't know if I'll ever be able to heal."

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